Rainbow remake

i'd like to think that i'm an optimistically pessimistic person. i think of the worst that could happen not because i'm looking forward to it but because i'd like to get myself prepared. but in situations where i find myself powerless, i just lift it up to the heavens through prayers, because i know that only Him has the power to transform all these unfavorable circumstances into something that would be good and fair for everyone. and that, i believe is neither optimism nor pessimism, but simply being faithful.