The biggest pain I've dealt with in life has been the loss of loved ones.

My 'big sis' died when I was 7.
My grandmother died when I was 13.
My bestfriend died when I was 14.

Now, my greatest fear, is losing any more family or loved ones. Specifically my boyfriend - he likes to believe he's invincible, but I fear him leaving me where I can't follow.

It just goes to prove that I really care about him.