Hmm. Yet another interesting question. What I can't throw away, and Why am I am reluctant to get rid of it? Generally, this question is best answered by people who know me, but, for now, I would give the answer that I have.

I think I can't get rid of my habit of experimenting with life. Just the many twists and turns I take concern my well-wishers about where I am heading. Others have blamed as being a jack-of-all and master of none. Some others have tried suggesting me not to lay foot on two boats. I have occasionally realized the importance of having focus. It seems to me that people who know me have concluded that I am a wanderer with a moving target.

I am reluctant to give it up. Yes, that is true! Despite the fight I have every day in every interaction, I stick to my ways of experimenting with my life, just because it puts me in such uncomfortable zones that my mind continuously works. And I like it when I am thinking.

A solution to this can be getting a good boss who can continuously challenge me and make me do different things; like some of my earlier bosses did.