hmm to describe my town. a slightly growing town filled with idiots and stupid men. it is hard to find a decent man in this town, let alone a good looking one. i had met two guys that i cared about. one is andrew, i dated him for two years in high school and i loved him so much. the other is richard whom i also loved, but now just as my daughter's father. we have three subways, two starbucks, two mcdonalds, a walmart, an earls, a ricky's, two crap movie theaters. in short, while its not a very big town its gonna get bigger. as i head down on the local bus, i listen to my music and i just think. will i ever find my mr. right? will i ever get my daughter back? i arrive downtown. i see the 6 buses we have for the entire town and groan. sometimes i wished i lived in a much better town. one where the drunks were not always downtown, ashamed to say, one of whom is my mother. i wish my sister were here. she's been one of my hugest supports through everything. she made this town fun. i miss her greatly. i also miss andrew. i will never ever stop loving him. but it is pointless to even try because i know that he does not love me anymore. good night all. i am tired.