Phoenix

the seasons in my heart are changing, its all the emotions thrown in there at once almost to the point that you can't bear it anymore. it hurts, it's frustrating you, it's a constant fight between what your heart wants and what your body needs. it kills you slowly and you can't eat or sleep, but you've never felt so alive before. it's a curse and it's a blessing at the same time. i hate it, but i would have never given it up for anything, except for him who makes me feel like this in the first place.