I'm worried about my boyfriend going to college. I'm worried that he's going to go to his faraway college and forget all about his silly high school girlfriend. I have very little self worth, something I'm working on in therapy, and I am so nervous. He is the best man I've ever been with. The looks he gives me makes my heart flutter, and when he holds me I feel safer than I ever have before. So the thought of him leaving me for a sexy older BUSTIER woman.. makes me want to crawl into a hole.

He loves me though. I just.. I'm a worry wart. >.<