that's when i realized that he wasn't suitable for me. He seeked a perfection girl and think that i am his ideal girl. However, the fact was he just saw my social-face, not inside-face, also not what i think i am.
For him, i was a lovely girl who always smile and have much energy enough to make eveyone happy. That's our first time meeting, i tried to tell jokes and make my friends laugh a lot.
That's an miserable thing i've ever done. Dating with him. We were happy for a long time.
A a a, he was very cute and very handsome also, but i didn't want to upset him. I didn't want to hurt him. So i just kept silent.
Then, suddenly I decided not to contact him for a time.
After doing everthing i love: making recipes, baking, travelling. I told him we r not mean to each other anymore.
not anymore. i couldn't stand it.