I will think about my mom and what shes going to do.
I will think about my friends.
i will think why this had to happen so soon.
i will think about everybody i will miss and who will miss me.
I will think about who's going to come to my funeral.
i would think about how life would be without me
i would think about who really cared about.
i would think about who will get me tattooed on them.
i would think about who will be the last person i see before i go.