Just so you know this is still very traumatizing....So like the cutest boy in the eighth grade asked me out right before third period, I was so excited and told everyone I knew, and some that I did not. However as fate would have it I was not meant to spend the lunch period with him due to my one and only paper pick-up (a punishment for messy students where they had to pick up paper around campus during lunch) and just so you know, I had only left ONE piece of paper under my desk.
So at lunch time when my new perfect boyfriend wanted to hang out with me and hold my hand, he could not, because my hands were full of trash. I said sorry and tried to explain that we would always have lunch the next day, he agreed and walked away back to his friends. I very happily and still glowing at the thought of my first boyfriend went to fifth period without a care in the world. Little did I know what would await me on the way to sixth period drama class...
One of my bf's friends approached me and dropped the bomb, she said "Chris doesn't feel like you guys can spend enough time together to make this relationship work, so he just wants to be friends"... So I believe the sum total of that relationship was just under three hours, and just keep in mind that three hours to a 12 year old is like three years to an average person, so I really lost a very important and meaningful person in my life.
Like I said...traumatizing