I realized i was an adult when I realized
I was going to die, when the decision about my life were my own and i realized drugs and partying wasnt how I wanted to live.I realized I had to unlearn everything I had learned as a child. So I left my family and friends got married and am now living 500 miles away from where i grew up. I was about 22 and despite everything, i still dont take life to seriously. I understand there is a better day coming and this isnt how life is supposed to be. I am patiently waiting impatiently for the day when all of this has given way to ISAIAH 11:6 The wolf will live with the lamb, the leopard will lie down with the goat, the calf and the lion and the yearling together; and a little child will lead them. The cow will feed with the bear, their young will lie down together, and the lion will eat straw like the ox. The infant will play near the hole of the cobra, and the young child put his hand into the vipers nest. They will nether harm nor destroy on all my holy mountain, for the earth will be full of the knowledge of the Lord as the waters cover the sea.