It was doomed from the beginning, but I really did love him.

Of course, one reason my LDR with Ross Gressick in PA was doomed was b/c he was 11 years younger than I, and from what I later found out, he doesn't keep his manhood in his pants -- if you know what I mean.

We used to talk and send TXT like crazy, like over 900 TXT messages per month and 1000 peak-minute calls per month (God bless my extended iPhone plan), and we would see each other about 4 times per year (God bless Southwest Airlines). I would've kept trying after almost 3 years, but Ross finally just couldn't take his own lies any longer so he ended things. He actually claimed to want to be friends. Umh, yeah, right. I don't need another man-child among my friends, particularly one who LIES. No thanks.

I know that I am better off without him -- "Jesus take the wheel" indeed -- but still, it makes me very sad.