That's been the subject of many a journal entry for me, trying to figure out why I am where I am and how the hell I got here. I think I've worked out the answer to that for the most part, but the answer is kind of drawn-out and self-pitying, and who wants to read that kind of junk?

At any rate, now I am at the point where I have several options to follow, each of which can take my life down very different paths. The world is my oyster, yadda, yadda, and the only thing holding me back from chasing my dreams is hesitation. That's how I've come to where I am... playing it safe. If I'm not careful, I'm going to get stuck in a rut of playing it safe and what kind of life is that?

If I'm ever going to get anywhere, that is, anywhere I want to go, I need to take a chance.