I wish i could change it all.. do it again.. but that's impossible.

My dad is a great dad. But he was/is not always there.

To catch me when i fall down,
To read me to sleep at night,
To tuck me in,
To be the one to say 'it'll all be ok'
But is it really while he's not here?

He thinks he needs excitement, And money, and places to go people to see to have a good time...
Isn't it enough to be here with your family?
Before he left i should've stood up to him when he made the decision.. but it seemed like nothing would change his mind..
Maybe seeing both his daughters cry almost everyday would change his mind?
It's too late now..
I'm done saying goodbye.