For me... it's not hard apologizing at all... if anything... I apologize too too much... I'm very open to the fact that... I'm not perfect, and can be wrong... even when I don't think that I'm wrong... or even when someone else should apologize first.... when it comes to apologizing... I try to take the high road.... of course... I'm only human.. and there could still be a time when I've been stubborn about an apology but... I can't think of it.