When I started feeling responsible for my future aka first failure in UP. Hayy. Before UP, everything was just, play. I mean nothing very serious that you have to think seven times if you should do it or not. I just do what I want, and some effort here and there, and everything works out just fine. But in college, things were raised up to a higher difficulty level. And there were no transition stages, so it was really, difficult, yes like the clincher part of a quiz bee.

I hate being responsible for my life, coz I pretty much do everything the wrong way. But I have no choice. I just had to accept that, I'm a grown-up already, with grown-up obligations, and all that.. at the age of fifteen. :|