if you can see the time on this post, you'll realize that anything i've done over the years has failed me. I've learned to embrace these times of silence and become accustomed to using my brain to write, using my words to get my points across. I write on here, on my blog, to my friends. I often write letters I never intend to send. Even if i can't sleep- why waste it in a brain numbing way when i can utilize my time to make myself sharper- and more equipped for this world i am so soon entering.