The angel on my left shoulder is pulling me into Haiti to help the orphans we are working to sponsor. The demon on my right is telling me that since no one is helping us, to quit! Who will win? It looks like the demon is headed into the home stretch. The angel keeps telling me that its not right and that I should 'care', but offers no tangible hope or help to make things happen. The demon, on the other hand, just addresses reality, that no one cares now that the crisis in Haiti is over. Unfortunately, the demon is looking like he actually is telling the truth, which we all know is impossible. My willpower is weak, my energy drained, and my hope is fading. Just like Jesus said to his Apostles: "The spirit is willing, but the body is weak". It makes me sad to take this path, but there is no alternative without the much needed funds. That isn't happening, so this project must be ended. I just got an email from the orphanage and just put it into my 'working' folder. It is no use to beat a dead horse, so to speak. I hate quitting, but sometimes you just have to.