No, I have not always had this fear. It started when I became a writer. I was about 11 years old. I became afraid of failing and what people would think of me.. It is a selfish fear.. I know.. I couldn't stand the thought of people laughing at my mistakes or how I said 'Uhh' Oh-so-many times during my written speech. But know, I am running towards public speeches and such. I am going to conquer that fear. My brain will say, "Oh no! Your not ready.. Your not good enough and you will mess up and be remembered for the rest of your life for that speech." No, I am going to push away that pity and fear, I am going to win this battle.

See you at the next public speaking!