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- hello Lynn
- Username: Court
- In response to: "Who are you?" I'm Courtney. 20 yrs old. A new soon to-be mommy, Im currently Studying psychology . I am very versatile, out-spoken, and sometimes too harsh. But Im easy to get along with :)
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Court's latest answers
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- My first job:
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My first work experience was when I was 17, it was the summer leading into my Senior year of high school. And I thought it was amazing! It was …
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- I worry all the time
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I'm worried about not making a suitable life for my daughter. I worry about not graduating college.... Working two jobs, going to school and still trying to be the best damn mother I can be to my daughter is the thing that has me worried. sometimes I find myself crying because I feel I'm failing, I worry that as much as I strive it'll be for nothing... I worry my daughter may hate me for trying so hard..
I worry she'll be ashamed of me because things that most girls want I never wanted, never felt I needed it i,e. Marriage (even though I have been married twice), owned my own home, car, a steady and well paying job.... I worry that with effort I'll damage my relationship with her..... I worry about bills being paid on time.
I worry..... I worry about how I know I want my daughter to be... For the love of God I pray she is nothing like me. I can't imagine that sweet beautiful face ever do some of things I have done, seen the things I have seen, cry over the things that caused the bloodiest of tears.. I want her to grow up into a smarter young woman than I..... I want her to know that she has no limits, that she can in fact be the best, if she works towards it. I want her to expand her horizons and not expand just to fit a cliche of what others are doing... I want my daughter to lead and lead proud.... I want to see her strive and achieve. I want the best for her. For the life of me I want the very best life has to offer her. I wish I could give her the best things in life can offer her. I want to protect her from every hurt, scrap bump in the road.Because I'm her mother. And I worry every damn day that hopefully I'll make the correct decisions to show her whats appropriate and whats not.
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- Set Up Shop
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To own a business and create a decent revenue is something that has been a seed planted into my head ever since my first and favorite job got shut down.
When I was younger. I worked in a coffee shop, and met many different people from many walks of life. Police officers, Firemen, Lawyers, Construction workers, City employees, Cowboys even, Tribal Chairmen, The state Senate came in once, men and women who worked in the BIA, and Grants for children education. The Dean of the university was a regular. Having that job to walk up to every morning was worth everything to me. I absolutely loved that job I made $200.00 in tips every other day and about $75 and some odd cents and at the time in highschool that was pretty amazing.
Now that it's shut down there isn't any good coffee unless you make your own special coffee or buy it at the gas station, which lets face is not all that amazing or spectacular. So a bunch of my regulars from the shop I had worked with before, had come up to me and said you were the manager, you ran the shop, and had all the things down pact. Start your own coffee business. And now in the university I'm in, and not having a place where you can get snacks and good special coffees and do your homework at the same time. I been pondering the idea for a while. My idea would be a little bit different. I would make it into a relaxing, modern. I would only do a front lobby for homework consumers and a drive thru. Best thing a bout coffee is that it's supposed to be fast and easy.
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- Building a House
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I would build a quaint little cottage style home, out in the country. But a little more modern that the average or older version one thing I've always wanted with a home of my own from my child and I is a porch that goes all around the house. And a nice deck in the back. I would want a split level the kitchen, living room and a small bathroom downstairs. Upstairs would consist of my room and my daughters room down the hall and a full bathroom. I would want red oak wood finish on all the wood furnishings, each big room or important room will have a wall with a bay window in it. I would want it painted in an off white or vanilla color. to give it a warm, cozy feeling plus that color matches practically everything. I would decorate it to be ours, and to make it a home for my daughter.
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- On Abandoned Buildings
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Very cool to me actually i really actually since i live in the country i love to explore old run down barns lol. In Okc i explored an old apartment building with some friends and saw old things furniture, blankets, photos i even found some old journals it was really cool
