I have had friendships ended on good terms and on bad terms. The good terms is because they moved far away or they moved on. The bad ones are either a depute over opinions, views & beliefs. Which is why I have very few friends and no friends that are very close to me. Most of my friends don't last long and I'm back to being by myself. So which is why for me making and having friends is a challenge for. It's a challenge because of all the crap that has been done to me in the past. Which is why my friendships have ended in good and bad terms.

An F/A-18 Super Hornet in the hangar at Andrews Air Force Base.

When I was 5 yrs old, I wanted to be a Fighter pilot and fly an F-15 Eagle, F-14 Tomcat or F/A-18 Hornet. I wanted to fly airplanes and Fly fighters. I wanted to fly Airplanes and tear up the sky. Though, as I got older and my health issues started creeping up, my dream of being a Fighter Pilot changed and when I knew I couldn't be a Fighter Pilot. I knew I had to find another profession to get involve with. Though I still have dreams of strapping on an F/A-18 Super Hornet and taking her out for a spin. I know that will never happen for me in my lifetime. Maybe if my life went well and in that direction, who knows, I could have piloted an F/A-18 Super Hornet by now, but now it's in a different direction and more towards the medical profession.