Feel the FEAR & DO IT anyways!!! (Is one of a few)

Better to have loved and lost. Most times it's worth the loss. The love we go through in life is also what makes us stronger, as individuals.

I wouldn't be the woman/wife I am today had it not been for my past 'loves'.

Loving each for diffrent reasons. In diffrent ways. But teaching me what it is in a man that I desire. Showing me the 'type' of man I deserve.

I went through some rough phases, and I even lost myself at times. In every relationship, no matter how long, I grew in some way.

You learn more about yourself, and about the type of men/woman that you apprecaite. Or can tolerate. I would change some circumstances, but would not change the encounters.

I have alot of learning and loving to still do. I'm just getting started. I thank God for taking His time to properly prepare me for the man He had destined for my life.

Feet up. Kicked back. Lost in another world. A world of violence and chaos but, it excites him. It feels good to see a smile on his face. Although he gets a little too involved, cursing out the computer, I still enjoy watching.
It's a nice break from the dark, silent, lonely, depressing mood he's been in. Too many negative thoughts.
Here he comes to say ' I love you, I've missed you.' Funny, cause I was thinking the same thing. (Read my first few blogs and you'll see)
For now, I think the darkness has come to pass. Let new attitudes, and aspirations come to light. Training ourselves to new ways of thinking. Being. Making this love we have last forever. Grow, and not fade away in the darkness.
Let the fun begin. It's a new day. Time to try making our own reality, our fantasy world. Come and play with me....