It feels like everything is a struggle that shows the deterioration of my body. I no longer can run as long, hang as long, even work as long. It's all crazy because I am only in my thirties but if you ask my wife I am like the old M
man that sits on the porch with a widdle in his hand just widdling away humming my favorite tune from when I was two. See like right here I forgot where I was going with this whole thing for second. Wait a minute isn't that the full proof sign of age itself? Maybe I am just too old to remember things anymore.

Why Can't I See Clearly?

I have many times tried to write a book and lost focus along the way and gave up on the endeavor. But recently I have somehow come full force back to my true passion of expressing myself through written word. With all the new advancements in technology I can now accomplish his on the computer at better quality than ever. Blogging has become a real attraction with me mainly for the fact it is my work and instant feedback is possible. I dabbled in the Helium spectrum and saw little success doing that but was proud of my work but it still isn't mine. Blogging will allow me to not only create the book but get instant feedback from my peers who have the same passion as I.