it was short but sweet and exciting as all the first kisses are (unless you're drunk and don't remember :P lol) :)
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She's a turkish writer. Her imagination is what impresses me the most. I read 4 of her books and all of them were great. She's very knowledgeable and smart. She's my idol.
P!NK
I love her voice, live performances and her character. She doesn't care about what anyone thinks about her, she's a very open person who never hesitates to reflect her most personal and private feelings and experiences in her songs. She has a I-do-whatever-the-fuck-I-want attitude, and she's a narcisst (like me =P) and rightfully so. I admire her!
Ayse Diker
That would be me. If you don't know me you might think I'm conceited, but if you did know me you'd agree with me. I should be clonned. Every household needs an Ayse Diker as an entertainer, peacemake, problem-solver...and as many other things. I have too much good attributes I can't list here right now. =)
Vitamins & Drugs
Vitamin B 'cause I drink too much :P Multi vitamin 'cause I don't eat enough. Evening prime rose so that I don't kill someone when I'm about to have my period. And lustral special so that I don't kill someone who pisses me off.
Key Chain
Do I really need to explain why it's there?
3 shades of Red Lipsticks
Because I'm addicted to Red Lipsticks
Nail Polish
because I'm a girl
Two baseballs
because I'm in love with Twilight's baseball scene and I randomly want to throw baseballs :D
A pack of cigarettes
'cause I smoke duh
Elif Safak's latest book
'cause she's awesome
Two coasters
'because I love taking them from bars
Tissues
for obvious reasons
My cellphone charger and two headphones wrapped to it which I can't unwrap
You never know when you might need to charge your phone... Actually you do... but you know what I'm talkin about right?
A necklace
I'm not really sure why it's there...
A hair tie, two hair sticks and a bandana
I don't really like my hair down
My mp3 player
'cause music must be with me at all times.
Swords are awesome. I wish I could have one and carry it around with me and stab people :D
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it was short but sweet and exciting as all the first kisses are (unless you're drunk and don't remember :P lol) :)
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I want to spend all my years there. I'm too good for the country I live in. I want to live in a place where people are less judgmental and I know Europe is the perfect place for that.
By the way my best friends and I are planning a trip to Dublin for Pink Funhouse Concert on April 19th. We also want to meet P!NK there and hang out with her. Then maybe we can go to London, then to Amsterdam...We're probably gonna stay in tents and stuff since we have nowhere else to stay except for in London and too little money to stay in hotels. It's gonna be the time of my life. And the most unforgettable memory. I'll never die in vain if I can do stuff I'm planning to do :D
Car accident when I was 11.
I got two plastic surgeries. But they're still visible especially in summer when my tan gets darker.
I love my scars though. Especially the one on my eyebrow (the one you can't see in this picture). People think I did it on purpose.
the most beautiful city in the world.There are already so many songs and poems about Istanbul though.
It's the city I was born and spent my entire life (so far)
There is
too many people
too many buildings
too many cars and
too much polution
in Istanbul
yet it's still the most beautiful city in the world
day or night, bosphorus still takes my breath away every time I see it
as if it's the first time I've been there
"I'd never given much thought to how I would die. But dying in place of someone I love, seems like a good way to go."
This is only my most recent favorite quote. I have so so many more. I'm a moviecholic and I love quoting movies.
The reason I love this quote is because it reflects my thoughts. I would do anything for people I love and I'm not affraid of death. I rather die than to see a loved one die (again). It's the worst thing in the world. Even though I wouldn't want anyone who loves me to go through the things I have gone (and still am going) when I lost my best friend but if I ever have a chance to save a loved one's life I'd do it gladly.
Smoking is my vice. As it is most people's I suppose. I started because of a mixture of social "pressure," depression and stress. It was my last year in college and I was home sick (I'm from Turkey but went to college in the states) and that guy I was dating was giving me hell and almost all my friends were smokers. So I was like "what the hell...." and I really felt like it was soothing me when I was stressed out, sad or upset. I still feel that way. First thing I want to do is to smoke if I'm upset.
I would quit because it's unhealthy... duh but I'm not sure if I'd quit unless I get lung cancer or something...God forbid...