My emotional self. I know it's still in there somewhere but somewhere I got along the way I lost it. I used to giggle and not suspect, I used to kiss and not wonder who else, I used to let go and say what's in my heart..now my mind stops the words before they get out. I loved that me..the one who'd send kisses just because, who'd say 'I love you' first, the one who'd take it as is and accept it if it wasn't. I lost her. I'm looking for her. Lead her back to me :-(

I once had everything going wrong..and I lost all faith and hope in God. And when I talked to my mum she says to have faith in Him. So I told her that I have no more faith to have..that I'm all faith'd out. Se told me then to ride on her faith..coz her Jesus has never let her down.

I've been doing that ever since :-) She was right!

Friends
It's just so so cool. Has laughter and tears, teaches about all kind of relationships and they are just so funny!