this photo was taken a couple of months before we got married. it was valentine's day. we wanted to spend a day together and just so happen it was valentine's day. we didn't celebrate this hallmark holiday though. so the plan was to go to the beach. and as we were lookin' for a spot to settle ourselves for the arvo, i asked if he could carry my bag and he did. and this picture reminds me of how much he loves me. and i hope he knows i love him, care for him and appreciate him. and without fail, i smile. a smile on my face, and a smile in my heart.

job
growin' up, i never thought that i would ever be without a job. such a thing would never happen to me coz' i was doin' everythin' right. until...

the previous company, un-named for now, went through a rough patch. and that rough patch got bigger and bigger that i was not drawin' salary for over a year. i survived on the couple of hundred they gave every now and then and most importantly, my savings. in that space of a year, i even got married and picked up a new hobby - paintball.

when enough was enough, i quit, without another job to go to. and i have to say, it was a very scary time but i was tired from commuting to a place that wasn't payin' me, there wasn't much work and well...the management was tryin' to get rid of me coz' i was too expensive.

took me 2 months before i found my current job. i took a HUGE paycut but hey...a job that pays is better than one that doesn't. God willin', i will make up the difference in pay in no time. after all, life is not always bout money. but it sure damn helps!

the boy
few years ago, if someone was to tell me i would marry the boy, i'd laugh. i was never into a malay boy. no wait. i lied. i did date one malay boy. longest relationship i had even. :p

but yeah...my choices in boyfriends have leaned more towards the caucasians. i think it's coz' they are more acceptin' to my weirdness. so to end up marryin' the boy and decidin' to do it in such a short time, i am still surprised.

God had a plan. he took away the one thing that mattered to me a great deal and he gave me a replacement. a worthy one too. coz the boy takes really good care of me. sure, he suxs at time (he's a guy afterall) but at the end of the day...he's a good person. and to have someone accept all my flaws, and i have big, important ones at that, i am grateful.

iphone 4
so i said i would never be a mac. i was made to use a mac os once at work and i hated it. hated it to the core. i am truly, a microsoft. however.....the iphone is a great invention. the number of games available...omg. i would steal the boy's iphone many a times to play the many games he had already downloaded to the phone.

so when the iphone 4 was released here in Singapore, i went for it. it also helped that my contract had finished and singtel gave me a $100 voucher to sign up for another contract.

finally..no more switchin' sim cards in order to surf from my phone. i am constantly on twitter and facebook. addict, i know. and most importantly, i have so many games to play!! yay!! current obsession is mega jump. i blame rooz for this. but the game is sooooo addictive and fun. took me almost a week to unlock stage 2. now i'm at stage 7 and stuck. boo!