I'm currently trying to figure out how to get through all my Common tests and make up with my cousin. I'm full of stress, and so worried. And so pressurised. I feel that I must do well. So badly. If not, I'll disappoint everyone. My teachers. Parents. Sisters. Friends who proclaimed me as a nerd, a mugger, the smart ass. Also, I still cannot decide whether I should give up making up with my cousin completely, or try to start all over again. Perhaps this wasn't our time. Perhaps it was me. I stuck on for too long. I got pesky, I got irritating, and she got sick of me. But now, I'm not going to do that. I'll be more tactful. Less probing. More cool. Less clingy. But she won't give me a chance, she won't tell me whether she's mad. She won't even look at me. She won't go online. She won't even recognise my face. Challenges. Why are life full of them? Surely there is a way to get rid of them completely somehow.

erm...buy a mulberry alexa bag.
get an ipod (the square one).
buy a new crumpler.
buy some sake belly.
splurge and binge on bubble tea/ny cheescake.

i would make sure all women get jobs and their job opportunities are as fair as men. facebook will be legal for all ages. and everyone must have a twitter account.