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- Writing room A Present From A Sexy Genie
Given this wonderful and magical opportunity that a sexy, muscled and horny genie appeared right in front of my while I am taking a shower and would grant my wish to build my perfect space for reading and writing it would be a portable tent where I can fold and put in my purse.
Yes, a portable tent that I can fold and keep in my bag so I can always bring it with me wherever I go. However, this tent is no ordinary tent but a unique tent full of magic. Once I have unfold te tent to a desirable location and utter the password: DARNA! The "tent door" wilkl unzip on its own and once you entered, you will not see a tent, but you will see a huge library similar to an old museum. The ceiling is high, white pillars, an art on the ceiling similar (but not exactly) to that what they have in the Sistine Chapel, and all the books has been published around the world can be found in the collection my this magical library specially made for me.
At the middle of those huge building, you will find a long table - similar to huge dining table. That will be my desk. At the middle of it is a 24" or bigger computer with a connection that would supas the speed of the fastest internet connection around the world.
If a person comes in uninvited, he will not see a library, but just a sall tent suitable for two persons. Of course, the sexy naked gigolo look a like genie would always be there to always keep my company (specially when I am sad and horny!)
- I PULLED THE TRIGGER, NOW I HAVE A BLOG
My desire for writing and having active audience of what I write have been already a genuine desire of my heart since the moment I cannot even remember anymore. It was a dream of mine to be a journalist and to be able to publish a book that would contribute to my transgender Imagined Community. There are times that I am so inspired that I am sometimes so sure that it will happen. Though of course, moments like that are actually based on feelings and not on knowing. It varies from one time to another. Sometimes I am so inspired and I feel there is nothing in the world that I want that I will not be able to realise. But somehow, sometimes, I have moments where I feel weak and discouraged that I might be able to achieve anything at all.
My regret in life is that I did not follow my intuition that I might be a natural born writer. If I only followed the path that my intuition leads me, I would have been able to invest in cultivating talents and skills that I do not know I might have. I was young, I did not choose for myself. I thought my choices are realization of what I truely want, but they were just achieving what I thought I want based on the available information and resources in my surroundings. In a way, most of my decisions in the past were products of societies dictation and expectation.
I have even tried to write diaries with pen and paper. It was 2002 the last diary I kept and I do still have them now. The desire for writing has been always present in my life, but there is a major change in my life that had actually made me convert the plan in to action.
The difficulties of being different (here I am again with my different bla bla bla) and the challenges I face everyday for the fact that my sexual orientation and gender do not concord with my biological sex not to mention that I am actually not so discreet about that face. Believe me when I say the challenge is huge, because it is really huge that sometimes I am losing my sanity. My blog had helped me survived all the challenges through the process of reflection and then documentation that I am rewarded by knowledge and better understanding with the situation as a whole.
Are you curious about the first writing product?? It was dramatic.. I WAS SUCH A DRAMA QUEEN..
- MINOR DIFFERENCE
Have you noticed that the more we come to know the other the more we hate them? The more our society becomes multicultural and technicolor the more we adhere to our root identities? The more changes we see in our environment the more we seek for common patterns?
A prominent media personality has once wrote: "Narcism of Minor Difference" (Michael Igniateff). Here he contests that the more similarities we got the more we identify ourselves into our sub-culture groups. We come to hate our neighbours as we realize that we have only minor difference with them. We tend to exaggeratedly define our identities and difference from them.