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- Six down, six to go.
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WOW! Half the year gone, that is utter madness - and now Plinky demands to know what 10 things I wish to accomplish in the remaining six months of 2011. I am struggling to comprehend just where these past few months have gone. It seems like only minutes since I was reduced to fits of tears because I could not see the future, because I was frustrated and to put it bluntly, bored. Talking with a colleague the other day made me realise, this is how I have so far spent my 2011, in a perpetual state of unnoticed boredom. I have had plenty to occupy my time and a mass of hobbies I enjoy, but I have very much been unfulfilled and it is only now I realise this - I have not challenged myself but expected some form of challenge to drop out of the ether onto my lap and spur me on. Sometimes you have to make your own challenge and push yourself - sadly it is at these times that you often lack the drive to give yourself the motivation in the first place! Vicious circles and all that.
So, not exactly a 'thing' to do before 2012 but certainly on the list to remember - try not to get stuck in a self-pity spiral of laziness. I have one of the biggest challenges of my life ahead of me and I think that shall see to the self-motivation for a while! I just have to stop myself being tempted to fall into a routine of slovenliness on my evenings alone!
Having been severely demotivated for a very long time, I have found it a little difficult to actually plan other things that I want to accomplish. But with the rising haze and the igniting sparks there may be a little plotting beneath, a few simple things I want to do before 2012 begins . . . .
1. Find an antique, working, barley-twist standard lamp for my new pad.
2. Along with this, mainly because Steve desperately doesn't want one, an old wooden hat stand. I have no hats, but I think my coats would love a special place to hang!
3. Experience Christmas festivities in Berlin. To celebrate my getting old we are hoping to spend a few pre-xmas days in the German capital drinking Gluwein and eating sausage. Good times.
4. Visit a castle. I love castles and I haven't been to one in since last summer when I visited Denby with my Mum. Perhaps a little jaunt into Yorkshire to Skipton Castle one weekend when Steve is with me in the North.
5. Re-read the final Harry Potter book, because I read it in such a blur the first time round I cannot remember what happens, and I would like to before watching the historic finale to the film franchise.
6. See another live musical, preferably Les Miserables (my all time favourite) but I am very easy to please.
7. Have a picnic. Again, not something I have done since last year. I love going for a walk and picking a spot to sit and lounge with nibbles and flasks, preferably somewhere with a view.
8. Fit into a size 12 dress. I am so painfully close to achieving this, but every time I think I am nearly there, I rediscover cheese, or other beautiful, fattening treats. The current International Food Fair for example with the gorgeous little pastries - one is simply not enough.
9. Win the lottery. I am assuming my luck must be in this year, I've been waiting a while.
10. Make crème brulee.Possibly one of my favourite desserts ever but I have never had the guts to actually try to make one at home, they seem a little taxing for my humble skills. The attempts may also negatively impact upon number 8!
See, I ask very little in my life really. I just hope the exciting push in September does not bring out the ambition beast, demanding much more than these simple desires. When unleashed, my ambition can be a scary thing indeed!
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- Appreciating Architecture
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Tonight Plinky asks which famous buildings I find most beautiful. This is not as simple as I first thought. I love archetecture - I know nothing about it other than a very key historic notes which define major styles; for example I think I could quite happily tell you the difference between Tudor and Georgian! You would hope.
Certain modern architecture does interest me, surprises me even - The Cube for example in Birmingham I think is utterly remarkable. I can never quite tell if I actually like it (which is my issue with contemporary designs) but I can appreciate the intelligence and depth of design and innovation in such creations. But being an apartment block, it can hardly be suggested as 'famous', but there is definitely a geometric beauty to its solid stance - particularly as it is a refreshing break to the sixties concrete sky line.
The Selfridge's end to the Bull Ring shopping centre in the city often mesmerises me too. I adore how it wraps itself around the old church of St Martin's, marrying old and new in seamless harmony, despite being so wildly different. The shining silver baubles seem almost other-worldly, something of sci-fi fantasy, particularly in the evening when green and purple hues glimmer delicately across the surface. There are moments when you could be forgiven for thinking a space craft had landed sometime during the middle ages, settling itself down around the old market centre bizarrely unnoticed until over-priced clothing and food requirements came to the fore. It is clearly not to everyone's taste but when you get up close and personal you can't help but feel like a child lost in a sea of bubbles - if only it were a giant sheet of bubble wrap you could bounce around upon. With each satisfying pop, a blast of giggles would ensue, filling the square with childish laughter and fun.
This always puts me in mind of the Kaiser Wilhelm Memorial Church in the centre of Berlin. Set in slightly harsher tones - no doubt to depict the history in a solid, permanent, deeply sombre feature - the Wilhelm Church is wonderful in its contrast. Not actually one of the most beautiful buildings in the world, but certainly striking. The conflicting ruins of a once rather pretty church and its contemporary sky scraper attachment is a little more than the brain can comprehend. It is mesmerising, a veritable metaphor for the past, present and future of the German people. Like much of the architecture in Berlin, it is proud and unafraid - certain things should not be forgotten and their rich historic tapestry celebrated. Of all the cities I have seen in Europe this is one of the most fascinating, architecturally speaking, but not necessarily for it's beauty.
Italy obviously sports some of the most stunning buildings and as ever, for me, it s the ones steeped in history which entrance the most. I could list forever and a day all the reasons I adore the Italian architecture, from the twisted streets of Venice and its Rialto bridge, to the amphitheatre in Verona, Il Duomo in Florence and the Tuscan style houses looking down over the Arno, and of course Rome and the Vatican with their many glorious monuments to our ancient past. But I think we have to suggest Italy as a given. Yes it is beautiful with many remarkable gems, but not one stands out stronger than the rest.
But when I first read the question, one monument popped straight into my head - and I had no idea that I would choose this as possibly the most beautiful building I have seen. Wat Arun, the Temple of the Dawn on that banks of Bangkok's Chao Phraya River is truly mesmerising - and tall! It is named after the Indian God of Dawn, Aruna and is specifically placed to worship the dawn and light filling the world. The surface of the prang in covered in the most detailed mosaic you will ever encounter; tiny pieces of porcelain and seashells mix to create intricate Thai designs and flank the crouching images of Buddha, Rama and Hanuman as they courageously hold and support the towering structure above them. A structure which is not an easy climb. Countless narrow steps of great depth gradually lead you, with some trepidation, almost to the summit from which the view of Bangkok is breathtaking.
I think the reason this building stands out is because of its difference to anything else in our Western world. So often our own religious monuments (those which were not ravaged by centuries of war and religious hate) are quite grim looking, mournful and dour, oppressive even. Many were symbols of power and position over the common man, a display of wealth for a God which seems terrifying and vengeful at times. Thai religious architecture takes a very difference line - a bright and colourful celebration of humanity and mythology living side by side. Beauty and lightness and grace. Completely different, completely refreshing, like so much of Thai culture.
I'm not going to, but I could go on. Like I say, I love architecture, the history and stories that go hand in hand with each brick laid. I know no where near as much as I would like to, but it doesn't stop me from appreciating. Something which turns my head or sends shivers down my spine is beautiful in my mind - and we are lucky to have so many moments of time which do this, still displayed for the world to see and enjoy.
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- Going all Frankenstein
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Today Plinky asks, "If you could bring one fictional character to life for a day, who would you choose?" How is this question so hard to answer?! Possibly because a) I am hopeless at making any kind of decision and b) where would I possibly begin?
It all depends on my mood and the heavy effects of my current reading genre. I don't think you would be surprised to know that today's character choice would be someone Austen-esq, a date with Mr Darcy perhaps, or a jaunt to the local high street with Emma Woodhouse for a spot of people watching. Maybe I could take a turn with Elizabeth Bennett and see for myself her 'fine eyes' along with learning the secrets of charisma and graceful beauty.
However, tonight once I have watched the new Harry Potter film, I will probably be wanting to spend some time with the Weasley family; being fussed my Mrs Weasley or watching the marvellous magic the twins have developed. Lots of whiz-bang fun and danger might be just what I need. But no one could miss the opportunity to sit down with Albus Dumbledore and listen to the fascinating tales of wisdom he could bestow.
As 'Wuthering Heights' is still my favourite novel, you might think I would wish to breathe life into Cathy and/or Heathcliffe, but frankly the idea terrifies me. I think there would be a little too much madness for one to cope with. All I can see is a day of wild wandering, craving the one lost love I couldn't hope to rescue; a painful day of hurt and melancholy which I really am not in the mood for. Besides, I wouldn't trust either character to last just one day. Heathcliffe especially would find some way of living forever and wreak more tumultuous havoc on the unsuspecting females of our species.
If I had to pick just one . . . er . . . [struggling] . . . Yes, I think I might choose the BFG from Roald Dahl. I love him. The idea that there is a kindly, Grandpa-like giant, tiptoeing around in the stillness of the night, casting sweet and pleasant dreams on the most vulnerable of children, is such a warm and wonderful one. I would relish the chance to ride in his pocket or sit on his shoulders as he, for once, was able to give some comfort to children in this reality. I'd love to go with him to visit his home and see all the glimmering and glowing orbs upon his shelves and listen to the other Giants snarl and snort. I have often said that when, one day, I have a reason to create a children's room, I would paint the BFG on one wall, his dream bubbles drifting around the others. Plus I love sleep, if he could send a few more soothing night's sleep my way, I would be eternally grateful.
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- E-Reader Reading? Really?
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Tonight Plinky asks if I would own an e-book reader . . . what do you think?!
No. Quite simply. I appreciate that for those who travel constantly, packing libraries worth of literature is completely unwieldy. I also appreciate that for technology buffs, a kindle or ipad or other such 'things' is just another item in a long list of must have gadgets. But for me, they are welcome to them. I am quite happy for this 'revolution' to go forth, as I am to allow a lover of computer reading to argue their place in the world. But it won't fit into my world. But then again, I am a reading purist.
I like the idea that people are thinking a little beyond the box edges in that it may encourage some children to read a little more (can you sense my opinion here?) due to the simple fact that this is a 'modern' gizmo that all the cool kids are talking about. But realistically, in practice, will they ever really take over? Are they really the book of the future? I really hope not.
Nothing can possibly replace the whole essence of reading, the whole experience of opening a book. Holding a rigid screen in not the same as turning a crisp page and hearing the crinkle of paper; of bending back a cover and spine to hear that first creak and happy sigh; the soft brush of paper as you flick through the pages and the smell, oh the smell! I am often regarded with a peculiar look (usually from Steve) as stand in a book shop, whether selling old or new, and open to a central page and take a deep, intoxicating breath of print.
Books have history, their journeys and owners a mystery that sparks the imagination - this sort of dreaming cannot come from a box of plastic and wires. There is some kind of emotional attachment to seeing row upon row of much-loved and much-read books in every room of a house, a personality and atmosphere allowing strangers an instant window into ones soul. Such cases of books also make for handy insulation in winter! So perhaps an e-reader reader is a minimalist, someone who simply cannot cope with clutter. Perhaps it is merely the fact that I am a book hoarder that prevents me from pining for one of these shiny light boxes.
But I suspect not. A book is a living thing, it has a soul as much as you and I. They should be read, brought to life and enjoyed. I doubt very much if I could glean anything close to the same satisfaction, no matter how 'realistic' they can make these virtual novels.
Again, I can appreciate that technology has a path to carve and a dent to make in the reading world - but it will not be admitted here. But please, do try to convert me, I could do with some entertaining!
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- My Dream Job
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This one is easy! Of course Plinky, if I could have any job in the world it would be as a writer of children's books. There is nothing I want more, although the world seems to be conspiring against me these past few months.
To pick my own hours and work to MY schedule would be amazing. To spend my days delving deep into my imagination to create worlds and characters for others to enjoy would be incredible - and to be paid for it, even better! If I had not the need to pay for things and put a car through its MOT (thinking it might fail this December - Eeeek!) I could quite happily while away my hours and days doing this thing that I love so very much. But the further into the school year I go, the further away that dream seems to get. I am already having to think through what I would do next September when my contract ends. My teaching position won't exist next year due to the change in government, which is fine, but I don't want to start thinking about another teaching year. I want to write but alternatives seem a little thin on the ground at the moment.
If could, I would like to go back to the routine I formed through the last year; getting up at 7.30 and reading until Steve left for work, blogging and keeping up with the world of fiction and authors for an hour before I set to my work. I would break every so often and complete a small chore or prep our evening meal, but eagerly run back to my pages to create the next instalment. I had more energy, more life and so much more happiness. Happy days and a happy dream that WILL come back to me some day. Now, to make it happen.
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