riley's girl :) - Plinky Answers

The end, and the beginning..

2010-06-22T20:53:52-06:00

i lost something i didnt even know i had.
something so close to me it was inside of me, not yet taking breaths, not yet a heart beat, not yet a life... but it was still very much alive.
but maybe what they say is right, when someone dies, someone else is just being born...
the end of something that could've been more, somehow resulted in the pregnancy of my new cousin to be.
and what a beautiful baby he/she will be...
somethings happen for the best.

My elevator pitch to Donald Trump

2009-10-13T18:38:14-06:00

i wouldn't let it "slip" away...
i'd happily "push" it away!
his hopeless....
and... ew!?

x

Scary

2009-10-13T18:25:42-06:00

when riley left me....
in the dark :(

yummy.

2009-10-13T18:18:34-06:00

Riley with ice cream.
riley makes everything taste good :)

Riley with chocolate.
who hasn't tried that? :/

Riley served with strawberries and cream.
um? YUM! :D

waiting for christamas.

2009-10-13T17:55:48-06:00

december 25th.

A&P, COFFEE, SANTA CLAUS

santa.
remember waiting all year every year just for one day. December the 25th.
you'd be so careful to be good all year just so you know you'd get something for christmas.

if i could've been part of...

2009-08-05T20:58:21-06:00

i wish i'd been part of saying goodbye.
It would've been hard, but it would've been worth it...
if only i knew....

Hawk all the way! :)

2009-08-05T20:30:18-06:00

if you can fly, you can win anything for sure!
hawks have really good eye sight too :)

there won't be a funeral.

2009-08-04T18:15:23-06:00

they'd say nothing.
they wouldn't say anything, because they'd cry.
and i want to leave knowing they'll be happy after i die....
i can't imagine leaving them, but i guess anything could happen...
Dying is something we all know will happen, but few of us plan for.
i'm not ready to think about leaving them, but they know if i have to, they'll say Nothing at my funeral.... because there won't be one...

Sharing?

2009-07-28T18:04:17-06:00

sharing.
with a big family comes lots of sharing.
the toilet.
the bathroom.
the bedroom.
the food.
the hair brush.
the hair spray.
the toothpaste....

Everything!

to the slammer?

2009-07-22T20:23:06-06:00

a pen.
to write with.

Paper.
to write on.

and a spoon.
so i could try and dig out of there!

waving goodbye, all because of a lie.

2009-07-21T19:42:44-06:00

I remember holding dads hand so tightly not ready to leave....
i remember the first lie i was ever told, and to this day it still hurts.....
i couldn't imagine leaving him....
He was my bestfriend, and i was his princess,
why'd it have to end like this?

It's hard to apologize when someone hurt you first.

2009-07-21T18:50:42-06:00

why say sorry for something someone else started, or began.
why say sorry to someone who broke what you just fixed.
why say sorry to someone when you know they just won't care.

why say sorry if it's not worth it?....

I don't get

2009-07-08T20:52:02-06:00

i don't understand dying.
why do we cry?
we all get upset. we all die.
i'm dying right now, ever second i'm getting older, closer, and closer to dying.
everyone dies.
but why do some people have to die too soon?

avoiding?

2009-07-08T20:32:58-06:00

Avoiding? is it that easy?....

avoiding.
it's often easily over done.
avoiding falling over, is different to avoiding falling down to cry.
avoiding saying goodbye, is different to avoinding saying goodbye forever....
avoiding. just really isn't always that easy.

while i'm avoiding the tears, more seem to work their way up....
so it's not really avoiding anything, then is it? if they're always going to fall.....

I don't regret a thing!

2009-07-01T20:30:31-06:00

because i do now. i have the bestfriends. and i have no regrets.

The past, The prestent, my future....

2009-06-30T18:49:51-06:00

Packing my past....

A photo with a letter.
you'll always remember what you looked like, but not exactly. i need to place a photo of myself and my family in the capsule and include a letter with all the things i enjoyed, liked, disliked, the people i loved and the people i couldn't care less about if i never saw again....
it would be interesting to see how i thought 40years ago....

a teddy bear.
to share childhood memory's.

and my favourite make-up.
to show how i've grown up.

Everyday hero

2009-06-30T18:28:26-06:00

Hero's have their own meaning. and my sister was the biggest hero to me, it's a shame she had to go....

she tought me everthing from right to wrong, to left and right.
But the biggest thing she ever tought me was there's always someone worse off.
And when she left, i wasn't the only one worse off, i was left with a sad 3 year old, and a 7month old baby, mum wasn't in any state to be ready to look after them on her own, and being six years old i had alot of responsibility ahead of me, but i was determined to accomplish what my sister left behind....
with many struggles on my own for many years i tought THEM right from to wrong, and left to right...
Now it was all the hurt was worth it My baby brother and my little sister are now my best friends, we went through ups and downs together just to get to where we are today.. and to hear my mum say thankyou for all those lost years mean so much... For the words: "you were there when no-one else was" from my now 12 year old sister makes me cry, but what really breaks my heart is that knowing there big sister isn't here to see them grow up...

i'm so pround to be my siblings hero, because no-one else could.......

you know....
'You either die a hero
or live long enough to see yourself become the villian.'
... and my sister died the hero...