i want my night to sway, to feed on moonlight, to breath somehow. all on its own. i want to feel that exhale of the abbé from clair de lune when he finally understands what night is made for.
i want my day to be as bold as the sun, climbing higher and high through the mornings, never stopping for a moment, always chugging away, not needing to rest.
and i want an awakening of senses in sunset. but i want to feel the sun rise in me as it rises itself. i don't want the sun's rising to mean the start of 6:00 am wakeup and the battle of "lego ah ma eggo" or "for your heart, start smart." i want it to be an adventure. i want to love it like i love its setting. i don't want to need to watch it. i want to feel it. always--no rise, no set. just the rhythm as it moves. then maybe i could find some sort of rhythm as well.

i am happy beyond understanding with my current home, and would be happy anywhere. if i could choose anywhere to be, i would choose a little house by the ocean, that i could share with no one just as easily as i could share it with anyone--just a home.