It akes me think of a time when i was young...when i didn't know anything outside my world of security and family closeness....a time when I wn't yet beaten down by some of the horrible things this world can do...the age of innocence and ignorance..I wouldn't change the path I've taken now whether it be the good or bad because it has been one hell of a journey...but thinking of that book and of my mother reading it to me...it's cute and furry

I hate breaking up with people unless it is just absolutely not working out..or the other person gets really creepy....the worst way I have been broken up with would hve to be via AIM...It happened twice because they just didn't have the balls to actually talk face to face about it...At least when i'm breaking up with someone i can do that. Yes, I hate confrontation, but I know whe it is needed and will act accordingly..silence gets you nowhere..as well as texts and AIM messages..I mean come on people....the second worst wa and actaully should be the top worst way was the "things are going great awe, talk on the phone, awe be cutsie, awe lets sleep together, awe, see you later" the type of thing that things are goign so well and then things happen and you have passionate rock the earth sex and can't wait until the rock the universe sex and possibly the planet exploding sex but they never call you or anything else after and you never have closure and feel like everything is wrong with you because you obviously must have screwed up or they would still be there....but then you realize that you didn't and they are just giant deuche vats.....and you still remain bitter towards that...until they call you 6 months after and say "awe...hey...i didn't really feel things were working out, sorry...but lets still hang out and be friends..." when really you know that is them feeling like an idiot for what they did but try to smooth it over in kindness ad really we both know that the hanging out is never going to happen.....or the friendship..and at this point you find that you really don't care..and find joy in the fact that the other person sounds even more like and idiot for calling after 6 months of silence just to tell you something you've already figured out on your own.....ok so with a certain person i did have to get increasingly mean and more blunt.....i hate being mean to anyone unless they deserve it..and believe me i can get nasty if i need to...but this person.....took...8...times....8 TIMES of me giving the break up speach...in my head i only gave it once and the relationship ended...but in his well obvously if i had to give him the speach 8 times he just didn't get it....one of the last times i jsut called him out on most things..after asking me to sleep at his house constantly and snuggle...i love to snuggle and cuddle but not with someone i've already tried 8 times to break up with....i just said "um i don't htink we should because we aren't together.... remember??" and all i got back was "....." sorry...but sometimes you have to be blunt...yes it was via text...and i don't usually ever do that over a text...but we couldn't have a conversation like that face to face.....because it would be like me arguing and expressing myself to a wall...he would freeze....and stay absolutely silent....and never express any opinion...then would go vent to someone else get over it and start after me again.....so i figured that i could just send a little biting message via text to get his attention.....and you know what...it started to work...sorry...i'm not a mean person...or a feisty person....or nasty....unless i have to be....and then i butt you with my horns....typical capricorn.....end of rant

Kilarney...The Shire...same difference

Because it is probably one of my top two most beautiful places i've ever been to..The countryside is like nothing i've ever seen...So green and Earthy smelling...and the people are so kind and welcoming and the pubs are just amazing....It would be like living in the shire from Lord of the Rings.....